Weeks 4 and 5
Loppy 5+0
Not much to report in weeks 4 and 5. I’ve had some mild nausea but no actual sickness. I’ve been feeling really quite hungry and my stomach feels empty when I am. I recognise this symptom from last time. I’ve been having lots of pulling and stretching in my uterus. Some sharp pains and stitch line twinges, so stuff is moving around in there!
I've used the digital test twice since the first time to get my 2-3 and then today my 3+ . I am not sure how accurate they are, but for me it is reassuring to see my levels going up, its really the only thing that can tell you than things are progressing.
I'm feeling ok mentally at the moment, the only thing that is frightening me is if anything was to go wrong. Its impossible for me to detach myself and I'm trying so hard to take it one day at a time and not think too far ahead - its hard though and I am worried that if something was to go wrong, then how would I cope? I know that I’ll have to though, really I have no choice. Something that does reassure me is that there is nothing that I can do about it. If it goes wrong then so be it. I also know that I can’t take anything for granted so have to enjoy each step of the way, until I have my baby in my arms. (and then a whole new can of worrying will be opened!)
I have the doctors appointment on Wednesday 28th March and then just have to wait to see the midwife around 8 weeks and I’ll be getting a reassurance scan around then too, hopefully on the NHS.
Love Helen and Embryo Loppy
xx
*Sparty always in my heart; I would rather go through a lifetime of suffering than have let you suffer for one minute of yours*
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